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Because of traumatizing and painful past experiences, forgive me if ever I am angry or distraught. Do not ever feel that any of my struggles or emotional moments has anything to do with any of you. I promise if you have patience, understanding and a willingness to take the time that it needs to know the person in my heart, the possibilities are endless. I have any intention but to share my feelings with you. People will find the fact that I rarely ever leave my room to be weird and quite laughable. For me, its not a joke, nor is it a fact which I will ever find to be humorous or to be humiliated by. The only times you will see me outside of my bedroom is to take a cigarette break or to make food for a loved ones. Other than that, you guys are the only people who sees me and who witnesses my struggles to find normalcy in life. It is in my followers ability to be understanding and patient which eventually results in my panties being removed or pulled to the side. HEHEHEHEHE Trust me when I say that just as it may appear to be a boring and nonsexual performance, quickly shifts into a sexy, sexually driven, naughty hell of a time. My name is Lshus Tatiana and I broadcast live from the United States of America, the Big Island of Hawai'i the place which I call home.
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